Room 504, Friday Evening
Jul. 9th, 2010 06:31 pmAfter talking to Hurley, Ino was glad to wander back to the room she shared with Zack—that was still weird to her, that she couldn’t say it was just her room anymore—and collapse on her bed.
Yay. A week gone by and she hadn’t—been weird and issuey at people other than... well, Bod had gotten a bit, but he hadn’t seemed to care and Ino just... wasn’t going to push that. All right, fine, and so on. She was fine.
Repression was probably bad, yes. Ino closed her eyes briefly, then sat up and stared at the open door. She should shut it. But that seemed like far too much work and instead she fumbled for one of her notebooks. A pen.
If she was thinking, she didn’t have to think.
It made sense to her.
[Open door, open post.]
Yay. A week gone by and she hadn’t—been weird and issuey at people other than... well, Bod had gotten a bit, but he hadn’t seemed to care and Ino just... wasn’t going to push that. All right, fine, and so on. She was fine.
Repression was probably bad, yes. Ino closed her eyes briefly, then sat up and stared at the open door. She should shut it. But that seemed like far too much work and instead she fumbled for one of her notebooks. A pen.
If she was thinking, she didn’t have to think.
It made sense to her.
[Open door, open post.]
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Date: 2010-07-09 11:39 pm (UTC)Ring, ring
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Date: 2010-07-09 11:44 pm (UTC)... Not home then, okay! And even better, someone she hadn't heard from in a while!
"Yo!" she said, with a fair approximation of 'normal-Ino'. "Romeo!"
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Date: 2010-07-09 11:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-09 11:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 12:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 12:04 am (UTC)Which was a total lie, of course, as Ino would be right in there fighting.
"Spitting acid would make dodging an excellent skill to have!" Sorry Romeo, Ino was thinking about this now. "But would it go through things like walls? Trees? Shields? 'Cause that'd suck, don't you think?"
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 12:12 am (UTC)That was how you said that, right? Ino wasn't quite sure. She didn't really care either, but whatever.
"I've got to admit I've been pretty bad at listenin' to radio lately," she confessed. "So if there's been a spat of weird, I haven't really noticed."
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 12:28 am (UTC)"A whole lot of studying?" she tried. "And hiding and pretending things are perfect? Some of it's pretty--close to amazing, really. But, obviously, it's not all that way but that's all--depressing--and I feel bad about dropping that on you if you just want fun conversation."
Which was her rambling way of saying that, really, it was up to him. She could actually talk to him about some of it.
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:36 am (UTC)Seriously. Two and a half years in, hopefully she'd figured his uselessness about some things out by now.
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:42 am (UTC)And yes, she'd learnt.
"I know," she said, with a sigh. "I don't know. It's not something that's fixable and it's not something anyone can really help with and it's in the middle of everything at the moment and I don't really know what's going on with it and I'm tired of--of not being normal-me. It feels like a failure, somehow, on top of everything else."
She paused.
"I can tell you about the good instead?" she tried. "And you can listen to that and help me convince myself that the good needs to be paid more attention than the bad of--stuff."
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:55 am (UTC)"Normal you includes the things you care about," he pointed out. "It's not a failure for those to change. But -- tell me about the good. I'll cheerlead for you. I'm sure I have a pompom somewhere."
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Date: 2010-07-10 12:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 12:59 am (UTC)Because, yes, pretending her room was the same as always would totally work.
Really.
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:00 am (UTC)Yeah. That was totally what Triela thought was going on here.
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:00 am (UTC)...
"... Did I ever tell you I was dating Zack?"
She couldn't remember. Which was... kinda sad in and of itself.
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:01 am (UTC)"Maybe a bit."
Brat brat brat!
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 01:03 am (UTC)No, he couldn't remember either.
"How is it going?"
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:04 am (UTC)Bravo, Triela!
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:06 am (UTC)"Whose things?"
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:07 am (UTC)"A lot happened," she said, smiling slightly even though not all of it was good. Losing Angeal had... been definitely not good. "But I'm sharing my room now. My idea--not Fandom's paperwork messing up."
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:08 am (UTC)"Guess."
It was a challenge!
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Date: 2010-07-10 01:10 am (UTC)